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My Big Day ---- September 6th, 2013

This is the day Dan and I got married .... Best moment of my life.  We decided to plan the wedding in 4 weeks, it was small and just family.  We decided if we didn't get married now it would probably be a few more years because of everything going on with me.  It was a nice, quiet get together.  The wedding happened middle of my treatment, so I was exhausted and in a lot of pain.

More to come, trying to get caught up ...







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